9 weeks

By tomorrow aku suppose to be 9 weeks dah.. sbb hari tu pergi scan and then i thought masa tu baru 7 weeks 6 days tapi actually dah 8 weeks 2 days. So tambah 3 days.. biasala kot plus minus.. So ni citer masa pergi az zahrah untuk scan for 8 weeks hari tu but before that when I reach 6 weeks plus I went to klinik kerajaan.. So sbb pergi klinik kerajaan dulu meh nak citer or review apa yang berlaku

Klinik Kesihatan Bandar Baru Bangi
- Huh pergi just nak tanya bila kena datang. plus ada ke pape yang nak kena bawak.. Jawapan diterima emm dah confirm pregnant? Nanti datang balik dalam hari selasa.. bawak bil air/api and sijil nikah.. Peh.. sah sah la tak caye dah kawin kan?..

Selasa tu datang balik.. Pakai baju kurung sbb nak terus g kerja.. and bawak hairos sekali.. Very the.. Tak mintak pape pun.. Dah yakin ni confirm bukan mengandung tanpa suami.. ces.. Pastu lama la menunggu kan.. Only Allah knows.. Sampai turn.. isi borang tanya sakit tu and ini.. terus amik darah.. Tgk jarum dia mak aiii cam serombong kapal.. Tebal nye jarum ko, kan.. Muka dah mula confuse2 sbb akak kat depan aku dah pas kena cucuk muka tak ble blah menahan kesakitan.. (plus, ni first time aku g klinik kerajaan. teringat pelbagai citer ngeri yang pernah didengar.. ) then my turn huhuh.. mmg la kan.. memula dia cucuk.. dah la sakit.. oppss tersalah plak.. saya cucuk lagi sekali eh.. I was like what??? u cucuk2 me for nothing just now.. then sakit dua kali.. balik umah lebam tangan.. Then wait some more p hantar darah tadi ke makmal amik botol untuk test air kencing.. Even though tertanya what is the test for.. nak check urine pregnancy lagi ke?..

Then jumpa nurse.. cume the good thing about the klinik kerajaan dia offer a lot of nasihat, check details.. a lot of story mory.. Baring check perut walaupun tak scan lagi.. untuk tgk baby ada tak dalam tu.. uuuuu tekan perut pun dah tau ada ke tak eh?.. bidan ke ko nih? Tapi dia cakap scan and jumpa doktor lepas 18 weeks.. Amboi.. lamanya..

Klinik Antenatal, Az Zahrah bangi
- Yang ni plak pergi bila dah 8 weeks sbb kena buat appointment.. This is not the usual klinik az zahrah kat depan tu.. ni khas untuk pregnant and so on.. kat belakang tempat kanak2 and belakang lagi satu.. ada klinik antenatal nih.. Then tgk2 masa 11 feb tu baru free.. so baru la dapat tmpt.. Tunggu lama jugak tapi tak la selama klinik kerajaan.. amik tekanan darah, then timbang (huiyooo - berat dirahsiakan) then wait.. ok jumpa doktor.. dia tanya nak scan tak.. harusla nak kan?..

Then scan huhuhuhu.. weee dah nmpk hearbeat.. walaupun tak sempat la tgk sgt.. Doktor tu very the laju la.. ok baby dah dalam kantung.. then skrg kita nak tgk hearbeat ok print.. I was like mana heartbeatnya.. Dia cakap yang kelip2 tu.. emhhh.. tak sempat pun nenok... So print gambar huhuh.. cenonet jek lagi.. baru 1.6 cm.. masa tu dah 8 weeks 2 days and ada tulis 74.. not sure 74 tu untuk apa.. later i letak the pic.. then tu je.. then amik darah.. result tau bila datang lagi next appointment.. and the appointment for next date is 24th march.. lagi 6 weeks.. tu jek.. takde kata2 bnyk2 pun..

Then it's true like my friends said.. kalau swasta you have to tell if you have problems or anything2.. kalau klinik kerajaan.. dia terangkan more details.. Tapi bila mengingatkan jarum yang besar tu.. emmm agak trauma gakla.. ble ke takyah amik darah eh.. So I guess dua2 ada kelebihan and kekurangan memasing.. I just love az zahrah sbb dia nye service pantas.. machine cam canggih.. hehe.. sekali scan je dah nmpk.. pnah g satu klinik ni dia kata sorry la sbb scan dia dah lama.. agak susah nak detect.. And jarum dia halus tul.. cucuk sekali tak rasa pape.. next two weeks kena g klinik kerajaan balik.. masih berkira2.. bolehke skip ye... hehe

Sama la!!

Semalam menggodek2 blog si  fati  .. tak tau la kan nape aku nak mencari jugak benda tu fati,. Hah tak sangka jumpa gak link ni..Fatihah. Dulu tak concentrate sgt baca bab2 pregnancy ni.. Pastu baca2 link ko huhu.. Sebijik mcm apa yg aku alami.. wahhhh nmpknya bukan aku yg mengada2 ye di situ...  Siyesly aku ada perasaan husben aku rasa aku ngada2 takleh g dapur.. Tapi nyata aku tak alami halusinasi huhuhuhu.. Wee~~ Kau mmg sumber inspirasi la fati, walaupun cara kau bersalin tu agak menyebabkan aku trauma.

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7 weeks

7 weeks! from the last story from 5 weeks to 7 weeks, i think i could say, i have the most horrible all the nausea ever. I can't even look at the computer screen, i can't read my notes for the class and what worst is i have a new subject to teach this semester.. Then whenever the nausea has paused.. i will cepat2 try to read anything that i can. Oh Allah, mmg sgt hebat dugaan ini.. It's worst because I have it all day long.. except when I sleep, then I will not feel anything.. other than that, the worst feeling ever..

And then I cannot even look at then kitchen, cannot see anything raw like meat. Apatah lagi to cook. I will faint of the smell.. Then before this I can drink milk.. now, not even getting close to milk. just the smell of it will make me throw up. So how to go through the rest of this semester.. Pray to Allah to gave me strength to do that..

So far none of my friends having the worst symptoms as I have.. but they just said that nausea is good since it means that the baby is healthy.. It's not that I'm not grateful with all the thing that I have.. but to bear it, I just hope I have more strength...

5 weeks but so much going on in there!

Haihhh sepanjang tempoh nak menyampaikan ke 5 minggu ni mcm2 hal jdk.. tak cukup jantung dah sbb worry campur nebes!. Mana tak nya.. baru je last week ingat dah tak nak obsess pk pasal 8 weeks nanti.. ada heartbeat ke tak?..  tetiba on last friday.. ada spotting plak.. jumpa doktor plak dia takleh wat apa sbb still too early to check.. dia suruh rehat je bnyk2.. siap dapat MC tulis threatened abortion.. tapi tak MC pun that day.. dah pukul 3 dah time tu.. rugi MC nye cuti je.. Dan weekend tu punya plan nk balik terengganu cancel sbb doc tak advise pg mana2.. mlm tu plak tak de nye rehat jugak.. Send my family to KLIA.. and along the way bgtaula my mom and she said, haha dia dulu siap kuar darah lagi bnyk dari I ok je,,.. still selamat.. just don't worry too much.. kalau dah dijanjikan anak tu milik kita InsyaAllah ada la rezekinya.. 

Haha but I guess still rasa takut2 tu ada.. but my mom pun ada rahim yg tak kuat.. genetic la nih hehe.. but she doesn't worry too much and let the fear stop her from doing anything that she wants.. That's cool I guess!.. To know that your mom can be that strong..

Tgh2 nak jadi strong tu smlm plak.. sakit perut dari pinggang sampai ke bawah.. the whole night sakit.. rasa mcm nak tercabut pinggang.. tapi takleh sapu minyak angin kat perut.. mengikut petuanya la kan.. takut baby tak tahan panas... Me?.. mmg tak berani la kan?.. better be safe than sorry.. But I tak bleeding or anything yg teruk.. semua normal.. suhu semua ok.. cuma sakit perut tu sgt teruk sampai mcm rasa nak period.. And esoknya jumpa doktor again and dia pun quite worry la kan.. sbb tak pnah plak berlaku mcm tu.. so dia ckp still takleh gak buat ultrasound or anything sbb takkn nmpk.. and dia suruh je buat pregnancy test again.. buat masa ni dia ckp don't worry lagi.. even though cara dia cakap tu tak promising langsung..






 lepas test Tadaa

Wee~~ masih sticky bean. Line still dark and clear

So doktor kata there's nothing to worry about.. When I asked about ectopic pregnancy. Doktor kataectopic pregnancy tu akan ada sakit perut yg makin sakit makin sakit sepanjang masa.. kalau tgk case awak ni I doubt it very much la.. lagipun ectopic ble dikesan dari awal... (Muka shining2!) Ye ke doktor?.. terus gembira... wah takutnya saya.. Dear my son/daughter..please don't make mummy worry again, ok?.. tak larat dah nak tunggu awak 8 weeks to see your heartbeat.. InsyaAllah.

When Early Sign is detected too early?

Long long time since I wrote anything to this blog.. Life takde yg fascinating lagi dah.. semua nye sama je lepas kawin.. nothing to share.. But bebaru ni I received a good news.. Yes I'm Pregnant! So so so excited!.. The joy is written on all over my face.. :)

How's that happened?..

Long story but cut it into short..We have been trying for 6 months.. but I rather be a confirmed staff first.. before we have a baby.. because if I were unemployed (if they fired me as the probation staff) the budget might be unstable for us. So Alhamdulillah i think in the middle of December, I received the letter from HR saying that I am confirmed staff already.. Then I guess me and my husband have to make an effort to conceive. because it is know as easy as I think it would be. And because I always overlooked my ovulation date.. Furthermore I did not took biology, making me super not so knowledgeable on this bio, dna thingy.

So my friend has been successfully conceived.. I am happy for her.. she has been trying one of this technique for 3 cycle.. checking your body basal temperature to know your ovulation day so that the higher chances you can conceived.(http://www.fertilityfriend.com This is the link if you guys would like to try.) Then I said why not I give it a shot. So I started from buying the thermometer from the watson.. Cheap2 one still ok what?.. So you have to take your temperature early in the morning when you wake up.. But they are rules.. 

1) You cannot get up from the bed as it will be taking inaccurate temperature for your body.

2) you have to take the temperature at the range of the first temperature that your took.. For example, if I took my temperature at 6.30am the first time.. My range of time for next taking temperature should be in 30 minutes before 6.30am or 30 minutes later than that. Means from 6.00am -7.00 am..

So the first time I do it.. I wake up, walk, drink and went to the bathroom. So now I know that the temperature for that day is wrong haha.. So then I watched closely for the ovulation day to come.. and after that my temperature is evelated.. so I think I might have a chance to be pregnant.. And after checking using a very accurate pregnancy test.. and alhamdulillah.. it turned out positive

See too early. baru 1-2 weeks.. very the tak sabar..But I'm still very2 worried because it is still fragile.. For now I am only 1 month pregnant.. Went to the doctor and they have gave me asid folic for a month... and then I have to come back on the  week 8 to check the heartbeat of the baby. But I don't know la why I get the doctor that need to scare me so much. He said.. oh we will check the heartbeat on week 8.. but let see if we can see the heartbeat.. If not they are chances that the baby is not developing.. I was likee.. should you tell me the good news like this. can you use more decent sentence. But whatever I choose to stay positive.. Furthermore if it is rezeki from Allah, InsyaAllah tak ke mana.. Berdoa je bnyk2.

The sign of pregnancy before I know I'm pregnant

1) I caught a flu.. Most pregnant woman I guess will have fever or flu first because the immune system will shut down.

2) My body temperature is high. turun naik but maintain at high temperature

3) Felt tired... I was like sleeping after back from work and sleep back at 10-11pm at night everyday

I guess that's it.. And of course missed your period. 

And of course I have to wait for week 8 to see the heartbeat.. Can't wait.. And hopefully selamat semuanya until 9 months.... Doa2kanla ye