5 weeks but so much going on in there!

Haihhh sepanjang tempoh nak menyampaikan ke 5 minggu ni mcm2 hal jdk.. tak cukup jantung dah sbb worry campur nebes!. Mana tak nya.. baru je last week ingat dah tak nak obsess pk pasal 8 weeks nanti.. ada heartbeat ke tak?..  tetiba on last friday.. ada spotting plak.. jumpa doktor plak dia takleh wat apa sbb still too early to check.. dia suruh rehat je bnyk2.. siap dapat MC tulis threatened abortion.. tapi tak MC pun that day.. dah pukul 3 dah time tu.. rugi MC nye cuti je.. Dan weekend tu punya plan nk balik terengganu cancel sbb doc tak advise pg mana2.. mlm tu plak tak de nye rehat jugak.. Send my family to KLIA.. and along the way bgtaula my mom and she said, haha dia dulu siap kuar darah lagi bnyk dari I ok je,,.. still selamat.. just don't worry too much.. kalau dah dijanjikan anak tu milik kita InsyaAllah ada la rezekinya.. 

Haha but I guess still rasa takut2 tu ada.. but my mom pun ada rahim yg tak kuat.. genetic la nih hehe.. but she doesn't worry too much and let the fear stop her from doing anything that she wants.. That's cool I guess!.. To know that your mom can be that strong..

Tgh2 nak jadi strong tu smlm plak.. sakit perut dari pinggang sampai ke bawah.. the whole night sakit.. rasa mcm nak tercabut pinggang.. tapi takleh sapu minyak angin kat perut.. mengikut petuanya la kan.. takut baby tak tahan panas... Me?.. mmg tak berani la kan?.. better be safe than sorry.. But I tak bleeding or anything yg teruk.. semua normal.. suhu semua ok.. cuma sakit perut tu sgt teruk sampai mcm rasa nak period.. And esoknya jumpa doktor again and dia pun quite worry la kan.. sbb tak pnah plak berlaku mcm tu.. so dia ckp still takleh gak buat ultrasound or anything sbb takkn nmpk.. and dia suruh je buat pregnancy test again.. buat masa ni dia ckp don't worry lagi.. even though cara dia cakap tu tak promising langsung..






 lepas test Tadaa

Wee~~ masih sticky bean. Line still dark and clear

So doktor kata there's nothing to worry about.. When I asked about ectopic pregnancy. Doktor kataectopic pregnancy tu akan ada sakit perut yg makin sakit makin sakit sepanjang masa.. kalau tgk case awak ni I doubt it very much la.. lagipun ectopic ble dikesan dari awal... (Muka shining2!) Ye ke doktor?.. terus gembira... wah takutnya saya.. Dear my son/daughter..please don't make mummy worry again, ok?.. tak larat dah nak tunggu awak 8 weeks to see your heartbeat.. InsyaAllah.