Crazy Stalker on my Birthday!

Ok fine yesterday was my birthday.. I'm happy.. I'm thrilled.. My fiancee gave me bunch of chocolate as a present with a card and sweet wordssss.. My sister and mom gave me teddy bear with a chocolate.. My students sang me a b-day song and i am sooo terharu.. and suddenly something happen.. Something yg boleh mengganggu kebahagiaan yg dimiliki..

30 March 2011
    I was on the way to my workplace.. until suddenly I saw an envelope at the car's wiper.. and it wrote "Rina Azlin". I thought it was given by my Dad.. Maybe he forget to give me something.. But when I opened it.. Oo my God.. I never thought of somthing like this. My ex boyfriend gave me a card.. saying he still love me and miss me... and saying he always see me everyday going to work and going home.. Ok i'm scared.. Hairos was freaking out... But then today I am on the way home.. Reached at home.. giving food to my cat.. and suddenly I saw a plastic beg and I say "oo my God..Don't let it be the thing that I think it will be,,".. But it is..

A present from him... A frame with a picture of me going out of the house.. sitting in the car,,. making a phone call..

I was like STOP IT.. Are u crazy?? How long it had been.. I think more than 7 years after we have broke up.. You are married,, I never ever2 think about u anymore.. It's over between us.. They are no more WE!.. Not now.. Not in the future.. Not ever!

I am happy now.. Dont bother thinking about coming back to me.. It ain't happening.

I just know the answer =).

I had asked Hairos, will he wait for me if i let say were in coma for years.. and he said: Yes.. tanpa ragu and he had asked me the same question and I would answer.. Emm i don't know yet because yelah kan... mana lah kita tau perasaan kita waktu tu berubah ke tak kan?.. kenala tgk keadaan dulu.. kang janji2 kang tapi tak tepati.. dah munafik pulak..

But today I already know the concrete answer. If he would ever ask me again.. I will answer : Yes, I will wait for you.. No matter how long it would take..because I just know how much you meant for me..

Barang hantaran - Done!

Yes! Takyah pk pasal hantaran dah.. Semua dah beli.. Habis satu hari ni memborong.. Mak aku la bising suruh g Nilai 3 tgk hantaran deco.. Aku pun pergilah dgn kemalasan.. Tgk satu kedai terus pilih.. Rasa cam tak kena dgn theme.. Tapi malas nak pk.. Ambik sajoh.. Colour oklah.. Putih Hijau.. 

Pastu hairos mmg ajak tgk handbag.. Dari nak beli handbag for me and kemeja untuk hairos.. terus habiskan beli semua benda harinih.. Perfume for both sides, kasut ngan cincin hairos. Discount tak discount sgtla.. After discount pun still sgt mahal.. Perfume mmg takde less..But I really love the ring that I bought for Hairos.. Bought it at Diamoney.. And fell in love with the colour at first sight.. Hairos sgt la suka cincin batu yg ada colour, and aku sgt la tak berkenan tgk org pakai cincin yg batu besar2 nih.. Mcm tak lawa.. Tapi bila tgk jek cincin nih.. terus fell in love ngan colour dia.. and bila pakai.. sgt cantik. Warna yg menyerlah. Comfortable and ada titanium. Well some people say it's good for your health la. But whatever it is. I know the ring is worth it.

So Hantaran Hunting is done!

Beraninya la

smlm baru je main yg sifat2 bulan islam kat facebook.. Ayat pertama: "Wataknye Berani. "Tetiba adik aku ckp, berani?? kau bukan takut longkang and anjing ke?..

First of all there are reasons why I am afraid of drain and dogs.. Sbbnya adalah, when I was a little girl.. I used to play with my brother.. and one day.. we went cycling and tetiba aku jatuh dlm longkang yg agak besar dan dalam..Jatuh ngan beskal2.. So ble tahan berbiru2 la akibat lebam.. And after that aku sgt takut langkah longkang.. even though longkang yg kat parking admin kat BA UNITEN tuh.. Kalau nak langkah pk lama giler,, mcm tak lepas jek.. bukan apa kalau dah tak confident, mesti tak lepas punyala.. So dari habiskan masa dok pk lepas tak lepas, ada baiknyala aku cari alternatif lain.. takla penat2 brain aku pk..

Second thing, Anjing.. oh itu mmg harus la takut.. Sbb pnah kena kejar sampai tak cukup tanah berlari.. berani dia kejar aku yg comel lagi rendang nih.. So lalu depan anjing pun takleh.. Diaorg dok sebatu jauh pun aku dah lari sembunyikan diri.. padahal mcmlah anjing tu nak sgt kejar aku kan? Mesti dia rasa perasan giler minah nih..

So selalunya la when something happen during your childhood usually that thing will remain forever.. Ketakutan tu susah nak hilang.. Lain kalau benda tu berlaku lepas dah besar kan. So konsepnya aku bukan tak berani.. tapi childhood aku yg tak berani..

Wedding cake

Dah ada obsession baru.. sebelum ni dok bersengkang mata tgk wedding card.. tapi akhirnya pilih yg tersimple dan termurah.. sbb bak kata my friends.. tak guna berhabisan dalam masa sehari untuk wedding.. Baik pk lepas kawin.. and because of that she could bought a house.. so tak nak tgk lagi wedding card sbb takut nak pilih yg lain..

Tapi ada pulak obsession lain.. sbb nak pilih wedding cake.. ni gara2 tgk majalah Ratu Sehari.. Ada satu tu yomie bake kat kajang.. Sungguhla mahal tapi cantik betul.. Fondant dia cecah la RM700. Butter cream cake 3  tier plak RM400. Member aku kat melaka ckp baru RM70 kat tmpt dia.. Oh bahagia nye kau kan.. Tapi ada satu tmpt yg sgt menjadi tatapan aku skang..

Taraa..



aku suka sgt peacock ni.

Semuanya di
Mad About Cake - M.A.C

Tapi pasti nye ni semua tak kan menjadi pilihan sbb harga dia dalam range rm700 and above untuk cake yg aku pilih.. huhuh..

Tudung nikah - done

Baru je pergi Ariani smlm.. diaorg sale sampai esok.. Sgt amatlah berbaloi.. Satu tudung yg harga RM60.. Kalau beli 4 dpat RM120.. So satu tudung tu harga RM30 je.. Pastu ada bnyk yg printed nye tudung yg dulunya harga satu RM120 skrg bole dpt 3 tudung dgn harga RM120.. Member aku bengang betul sbb dulu masa tudung tu baru2 keluar harga satu jek cecah RM120.. Tapi sgt2 cantik tudung yg printed tu.. Sgt berbaloi beli masa SALE. Tapi rasanya ni cam clearance stock kut.. Sbb dah kuar design yg baru2 lagi..

So akhirnya dah beli la tudung nikah ku.. Beli yg kosong jek.. Sbb beading nak taruk sendiri jek.. Sbb hari tu pergi satu butik pengantin ni.. tgk tudung tu sgtla cantik.. rupanya sbb design dia customize sendiri.. Lagipun kalau beli yg ada manik2 kat ariani harga dia dah berlipat2 kali ganda.. Baikla taruk beading sendiri.. or pergi kedai dgn harga jauh lagi murah..

Haruslah tudung2 mereka begitu cantik kan??

A change of plan

To many things are in my mind right now.. tak tau apa yg terbaik dan yg harus dipilih..
Whatever I wrote in this entry would be just my opinion only..

Scenario 1: Peniaga: Ye ye semua ni saya bole buat tapi pls minggu ni sila bayar 3000,
Customer: Okay, tapi bole tak tunggu sampai 25th sbb tunggu gaji.
Peniaga: Okay (but On the 25 th) Please pay lagi 2000 add to that 3000, sbb kitaorg nak kena bayar bla bla bla
Customer: Okay but I need the quotation
Peniaga: Ok nanti kitaorg update.
Customer: After a month, no update.. siap kita kena tanya bila nak fitting baju
Peniaga: Ok dtg minggu ni tapi bawak lagi RM2500
Customer: Okay tapi pls update the quotation sbb bnyk benda yg nak tambah ni

After a month si peniaga still dgn sikap yg sama.. Bila kita marah, diaorg plak yg emo.. I don't mind kalau dia tak berkira bila nak update bayaran tapi berkira giler kalau mintak payment.. Dan my dad plak jenis yg mcm takpela kita bayar mahal pun kita amik hati dia sikit.. kang dia buat apa2 kat wedding tu kan susah.. Ni lagi satu dah kita bayar and dia tak buat kerja.. kita jugak yg kena amik hati dia..

I am WILLINGLY to PAY you IF YOU deliver a GOOD service,
tapi kalau dah mcm ni gayanya.. kenapa nak marah when I choose someone else as my Vendor.
Realitinya org mcm ni nak meniaga tapi kena tegur sikit dah kecik2 hati.. and tak ble nak deliver a good service.. I had paid you a large sums of money takkan nak update quoation pun will be my work.. Baik aku jadi wedding planner sendiri

Scenario 2: Tinted Tingkat and Pintu rumah
Peniaga cina: Tinted ni kalau ada bubbles saya akan tukar punya
Customer: After 3 days, "Ni ada bubbles la, (tapi sikit jelah)
Peniaga Cina: Dtg balik rumah customer and ask if he can help with anything. Dia buka balik the whole tinted tu and ganti dengan yg baru terus..

After that the whole taman perumahan tu buat tinted diaorg punya glass dgn cina nih..

So please kalau nak buat kerja tolong la buat dgn ikhlas.. Tolongla jangan nak emo kalau customer complaint . take it positively and learn from it.. Bila benda tu spread from mouth to mouth, percayalah perniagaan awak akan lebih maju.. Ini kita complaint dia plak nak marah2 kita.. My dad plak sgt percaya benda2 tahyul takut dia buat apa2 dlm makanan la. For me itu hak dia la kalau dia nak buat bukan2.. Itu antara dia dgn Tuhan,, Dah kalau mcm tu sikapnya sampai bila2 pun perniaagaan takkan bole maju..

Kebanyakan org kita plak tak ble nak marah.. Siap ckp takpelah nak buat mcm mana,, dah nak jadi.. Kita takleh la biarkan org tu bersikap mcm ni.. Kita bayar dia, kita ada hak untuk menegur kesalahan dia.. untuk kebaikan kita bersama.. This is a win win situation.. Diaorg akan memperbaiki mutu service diaorg dan kita akan dapat service yg lebih baik

Scenario 3: Wedding my cousin
She pays a lot just for baju, pelamin, make up and bilik tidur.. RM2500 kat kg tau bukan kat bandar
Peniaga: Okeh saya dah siap pelamin nih.. Awak alter2 la sendiri kalau nak..

(My uncle siap alter dia nye pelamin ngan bilik tido.. Diaorg letak ikut suka jek.. Make up plak kejap jek.. Anak dia make up kan sbb mak dia busy katanya.. Puff puff 15 minit dah siap.. muka cam putih giler cam opera cina.. )
Cousin aku cam takpela nak buat camane.. dah nak jadi..

So apa yg kita patut buat.. Kita yg kena berubah dgnmengambil hati mereka ke.. diaorg ni yg patut berubah.....

Boredom on the saturday Day

Di pagi2 hari sabtu ini budget nak bgn awal.. tapi terbangun lambat jugak.. konon2 nak la g jogging kan.. tapi sbb sambung tido balik so takyahla nak g jogging kalau dah matahari mencanak naik dekat kul 11?.. tapi still kena jadi maid to my sister sbb dia nak g kelas piano.. and then g tuisyen kul 2 plak.. Dah siap awal2 ni.. tetiba sampai2 alamanda dia ckp ohh.. hari ni rupanya yamaha nye school holiday.. Harus hadiahkan pelempang kah?.. aku punye bersiap awal2.. pastu drive dgn Ferrarinye.. dan kemudian kau katakan hari ni ialah school holiday?? 

Hari ni actually my cousin wedding day kat kemaman.. tak balik sbb my mom nak balik smlm and aku bnyk kerja.. sgt la rasa bersalah sbb dia selalu dtg any wedding events sedara mara and dtg aku tunang dulu.. Sorry sesangat ye.:(.. Mmg nak pergi but my mom tak nak tunggu.. takpela lain kali ada events sure kita dtg..

So tidakla ke mana2 hari ini cuma esok akan ke ARIANI sbb dia SALE sampai 20hb.. Wee~~ Boleh beli tudung nikah... :)

Sogo, Jalan TAR & Muzium Kraf

Fuh, weekend yg full dgn information.. start dgn pergi breakfast kat Lengkuas pastu gerak g Sogo, konon nak  survey2 barang... harga still sgt mahal.. sbb belum sale.. jam ada yg agak murah.. and ada sale tapi design yg tak lawa.. still rasa lebih worth it g alamanda.. Tapi perfume packaging better kat Sogo.. dia bg bnyk barang.. tapi sama je mcm g year end sale last year.. packaging yg sama.. dgn harga yg sama.. Siap bg offer yg sama.. dpt beg kalau beli 100 ml nye perfume.. So konsepnya sama je kot Y.E.S ke tak... 

Then pergi jalan2 kat jalan TAR..Nmpk la tudung.. budget nak beli.. tapi tanya kak yg ni satu berapa.. then dia kata.. kitaorg tak jual satu dik.. kena beli borong.. Satu kodi RM170.. Menarik gak tu kan.. Beli jek satu kodi.. then bole tukar2 colour hari2.. satu kodi = 20 helai.. menarik2.. boleh dikunjungi lain kali.. 

And lastly pergi Muzium Kraf.. sbb ada promosi kraftangan.. and ada member kerja kat sana.. So ingat nak jalan2 jelah.. pastu tgk batik punyala lawa2.. tak tanya harga sbb mesti cam mahal la kan.. jual kat situ plak tu.. Pastu yg member kitaorg tu ckp.. diaorg tak jual mahal pun.. dia jual sama cam kat Terengganu or Kelantan nye batik.. Sbb diaorg mmg dari sana.. bawak barang2 kat sini untuk berniaga.. Ada yg RM150 jual kat terengganu kat sini pun jual harga yg sama.. Yelah untuk promosi kraftangan Malaysia and nak bantu peniaga luar bandar kot.. Tapi mostly takleh amik gambar.. sbb takut ada org tiru design diaorg.. Diaorg buat pakai tangan untuk lukis and ukir.. then bila tiru org tu just print la hasil design.. So nmpk hasil cam sama and org tu jual pada harga yg lebih murah.. So bengang la peniaga2 ni kan.. So ada tmpt2 tertentu camera is not allowed.. 

Barang2 mcm makanan.. mostly dari FELDA.. ada yg jual air rozel.. sebijik rasa cam ribena.. Air mochachino. ais blended RM2.50 jek.. Tulah kitaorg punya la takut nak tanya harga.. sekali barang2 diaorg mmg murah.. Hairos siap beli butang baju melayu.. 2 pasang okeh..RM25.00 jek.. Cantik plak tu.. sblm tu kitaorg pergi alinas.. satu box tu jek.. means untuk sepasang baju melayu la kan.. RM50.00..Sgt bnyk kraftangan yg cantik2 halus kerja tangan dia.. and kalau kita tgk kat KLCC dah mark up harga habis2an dah.. So gambar di bawah adalah hasil penat lelah berjalan2.. 

penat giler.. Luas betul dari satu tent ke satu tent

penanda buku yg aku beli

penanda buku 2

foto frame yg made from jerami padi and batang pisang.. 

Still on wedding prep mode!

Baru pg survey dua tmpt.. Alamanda dgn Mines.. Tetap rasa alamanda lebih murah dari mines.. tapi takde la compare dari segi brand dia.. cuma just tgk2 jam and rasa city chain alamanda lebih murah dari any kedai jam kat mines.. tmpt lain takde masa lagi nak pg.. Hairos plak kerja je every weekend.. Tgkla esok mgkn kalau sempat nak g sogo..

Harga semasa emas skrg.. RM157.. expensive la jugak kan berbanding.. masa bulan puasa tahun lepas.. Last year RM136 kut..tapi tomei bebaru ni jual rantai harga RM389 nett.. that is sooo cheap berbanding harga rantai yg biasa..Biasa yg panjang tu mestilah berat.. tapi ni halus la.. hehe.. Masa tu pk2 jugak kalau beli emas cam kelantan ke,,.. mcm lebih murah tak? tapi tak sure kalau jual harga dia akan jatuh ke tak?.. So akhirnya decide no matter what nak beli yg 916 jugak.. sbb as asset jugak la kan.. tapi tgh search2 ni tgk habib ada promotion on 11-20 Mac 2011 kat semua cawangan .. harus pergi nih.. next week!

Tu dua je yg baru tgk.. Perfume mmg confirm nak beli kat sogo sbb rasanya kat situ selalu jek ada promotion.. Nasib la bnyk masa lagi.. Ada 4 bulan lagi.. 

The best thing is dah dpt tmpt henna.. dah book.. yeay!!.. dia bole dtg umah.. and dah paid the deposit.. Hari tu ada dua yg reply mail.. yg sorang tu memula ckp takleh dtg umah..tapi tetiba dia tanya jugak area umah kat mane..  but dia reply mail lmbt sgt.. yg lagi sorang tu dah confirm dulu.. rasanya yg confirm ni agak mahal sikit kot.. tapi kalau service dia better rather kot dgn dia ni!

Oklah nak p ofis buat kerja balik.. Daaa

Henna artist

Skrg tgh mencari2 henna artists.. Baru jumpa tiga..

1) yg sabby punya henna artist dulu http://hennaratusehari.blogspot.com/ tapi malangnya dia bercuti dari bulan jan sampaila Mei.. dan tak pasti lagi bila akan beroperasi nye.. Harga da mmg berpatutan la kan

2) Dayu Design ni dpt kat ash n ann http://ashannweddinggallery.blogspot.com/ punya blog http://www.dayudesigns.com/ tapi tak dpt feedback lagi sbb baru je tanya tadi hehe.. tapi yg ni price depending on complicated tak design henna tu

3) baru jumpa tadi sakina henna design http://sakinahennadesign.blogspot.com/2008_12_01_archive.html.. Cun dan kemas.. Malangnya aku kena g umah dia kat kl.. bole pitam nak lari2.. sehari sebelum..

Mana la kan nak mencari lagi...Kalau u guys ada contact henna artist yg ble dtg rumah and reasonable price do tell me ye?