Wish yg dah digranted

Alhamdulillah.. Pagi2 dah dpt email yg menggembirakan.. bila my supervisor email and bgtau our journal dah been published.. As been told by the website.. that is an ISI journal... ;).. Sgt melonjak2.. setelah setahun takde paper.. too busy with everything.. tahun ni nak pull out everything.. InsyaAllah try to send the FRGS grant plak.. Kalau dpt mmg la bersyukur yg teramat sgt!

Our First Anniversary!

Yeay... Alhamdulillah today is our first anniversary as a couple I mean.. Actually not the first anniversary like saying I love you but the first anni as we open opportunity to each other.. Our relationship is quite complicated at first..then we kind of hurting each other and here we are standing and celebrating the first anniversary..

So still sometimes I have things that I wonder what should I do.. like spending my time with him.. I really love to spend every time that I have with him.. but i know it's not the thing that I want to do sometimes.. mcm nak teman g baiki kereta.. sungguhla malas kan.. rasa nak dok melepak kat umah.. tapi dari tone of his voice dia sgt la kecewa.. and I love spending time with don't get me wrong but to go to the place that I felt bored mmg la sgt malas.. tapi sometimes I felt that I don't want to miss everything that he does in his life.. the things that he love to do.. 

He loves everything about car and I love Books.. and everytime we went to any shopping places, I will certainly went to the bookstore.. he will always be there for me.. menemani walaupun dia akn yawned everytime he sees me flipping to the pages,, but he still going to be there for me.. to show that he support whatever that I do.. and he is sure wonder why I love books.. same goes here, even i wonder apa yg dia suka sgt pg kedai brothers, workshop and talking about cars all the time.. but that's is the meaning of marriage rite. (when i get married one day) learning of what he loves and he learn about what i love,,, it doesn't mean you forget about what you want.. and forget about who you are but you are just learning and accepting your partner.. and where to go from here --> I think we will understand each other more.. and learn to listen to what he said.. and from there he may listen to you plak... 

Happy anniversary abg!.. I love you so much.. and I hope we can celebrate it until our golden years.. 

One of our favourite pics.. We put it on our hp screen saver.

Congratulations Azri & Nurul and Azrul & Huda!

So last weekend is my cousin's wedding + engagement,, abg kawen and adik plak bertunang.. sep okeh.. sep masa, sep budget + sep energy buat sekaliarung.. Okeh story mory adik dulu.. dia buat kalau pink hijau.. contra yg berani ye di situ. tapi make up yg cantik.. suke.. tapi syg nye tak dpt doorgift dia.. sungguh la comel.. nak capture pun tak sempat.. sbb after the engagement ceremony ends, terus sambung ngan wedding si abg plak

See told u pretty isn't it the make up?

hantaran nurul to azri

hantaran azri to nurul.. warna hijau yg cam bantal tu kek hokeh? nasib tak amik bawak tido!

and lepas tu wedding abg dia plak sgt la gorgeous.. cuma pengantin tiba agak lewat.. huhu.. tapi for me sgt2 cantik!..theme colour merah hitam..  for me la kan.. bride punya kain mcm wedding gown..  love it! yg sebelah prempuan the theme color is pink grey.. sweet pink..

sebelah perempuan. pink + grey

sgt suka this pics

Huhu this is the first wedding in this year,, after this --> our next cousin Ija & Johari..

First Job of the Month: Survey Harga Untuk Hantaran

Hello everyone!

I'm sick for like 9 days now but getting better.. but work life is not getting better.. Suddenly my exam is finished yesterday and I have like 4 stack of envelopes waiting to be marked in a week. I want to have leave tomorrow but it is not approve due to we have talk tomorrow on research proposals or whatever.. and add up to that I have to go Kuantan tomorrow for my cousin's wedding.. How can I finish marking?

Ok dah! so berbalik pada citer wedding aku... Oh seriously I don't know what to do?.. My WP is sometimes forgetting the details that I need.. and I have to keep reminding them everything that they have to include.. And now I'm still waiting for their latest QUOTATION.. and still waiting for their call untuk amik ukuran baju..  Should I freak out?.. Can they make the dress in 5 month?? And didn't forget any details about anything that I ask.. We shall see..

What should we do first actually?

1) Kursus kahwin -- DONE

2) Hantaran hunting -- Not sure bila patut beli.. Bila lagi eh ada sale?

     Need: Cincin, Kasut, Jam, Perfume and Kemeja..

Google and tgk jam2 ni.. Wow cantiknye GUCCI.. The 2nd and 3rd pic.. tapi the first one pun cantik jugak,, Yg fourth sgt girlie.. Yg last tu unknown jam ke bukan??

Ni Jam ke?

Lagi? Ada lagi ke? Ble gitu tak tau pape?.. Haruskah pergi survey skrg.. Minggu ni patut ada pameran pengantin kat SACC mall kot Shah Alam, tapi takleh pergi plak.. ada wedding,, Nak tgk apakah deco yg latest.. Emm rasanya dah patut g tgk kat shopping mall kot skrg.. Calon2nya adalah:

1) Mines

2) Sogo

3) Alamanda

4) Sunway Pyramid

5) Jusco Cheras Selatan

6) KLCC

7) Mid Valley

Ok cukup la tu.. So until end of this month my job is to survey.. Will update on the price later

Apa maknanya cinta?

Bebaru ni Hairos went to a course for a week and selama seminggu tu jugak la aku bersendirian g makan sorang2.. To me : tak kisah sgt la jugak sbb selama before bercinta ngan dia pun aku mmg da independent .. Tapi ada satu benda yg sgt mengharukan pada aku la kan yg dia buat yg hopefully aku akan ingat sampai bila2.. 

That day: Diaorg akan dapat kupon mkn setiap hari tau sebanyak RM10.. So dgn berbekalkan RM10 tu lah dia g lepak mkn ngan kawan2 dia.. Sbb kan masa tu kitaorg baru lepas tunang.. and gaji bulan dec diawalkan n gaji Januari dilambatkan so ble bayangkan kitaorg of course dah pokai.. and then kitaorg ckp lepas ni kalau dpt gaji jek kita g mkn McD eh.. Sbb teringin nak mkn prosperity yg ada bila chinese new year jek.. 

and then ada satu hari tu dia dpt kupon McD sebanyak rm10 la jugak kan.. and benda yg paling mengharukan.. dia tak nak guna kupon tu sbb dia rasa lebih baik dia simpan kupon tu untuk mkn ngan aku ptg kang..(tp tak ingat dia mkn lunch ke tak masa tu) Sbb dia kata mkn ngan aku sesama lagi best.. .. truly RM10 takla bnyk mana.. tapi sbb yg penting dia ingat.. Ingatan tu yg penting.. 

 I think I cry that day..sbb cam terharu and sebak.. I just want to dedicate this song to him.. (Anuar Zain - Sedetik lebih)

Setiap nafas yang dihembus

Setiap degupan jantung

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan

Dalam tidur dan khayalan

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu

Kerana kau beri erti hidup

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan

Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

…

Movie marathon + missing someone

Baru je boring2 tghari tadi and suddenly my sister nak cari citer Pocong 3 kat youtube and paksa aku teman dia tgk.. then cari2 tak jumpa.. So jumpa la citer lain.. Citer The Real Pocong.. Ashraf Sinclair plak tu yg berlakon.. Not bad jugak... Bukan sbb citer dia takut sgt tapi jalan citer dia yg best.. Terus rasa Ashraf Sinclair tu hensem.. Then pnah tau dia berlakon citer "saus kacang" dgn wife dia dulu.. Then cari la citer tu kat youtube jugak..

Emm.. not bad jugak la.. sbb sgt merindui Bali.. (citer ni based kat Bali) and suddenly sgt merindui Hairos.. Dia going back to his hometown sbb cuti lama and uruskan hal2 kahwin.. lagi 5 bulan satu hape pun tak gerak.. Serius tak buat pape pun.. tak booking satu apa pun lagi.. Khemah ke, catering ke, pelamin ke.. Dan kitaorg even tak tau pun lagi nak letak apa dlm hantaran.. Hantaran nak bg berapa pun tak decide.. Yg decide tarikh jek.. Yg aku ni plak depend 100% kat WP,.. Hopefully dia betul2 boleh diharapkan.. Kata starting bulan dua nak start ukur baju.. tapi takde citer pun lagi.. Entahla..And skrg tgh tunggu gambar tunang.. dah sebulan lebih.. gambar tunang pun tak tau rupa bentuk camane.. haha.. Since tunang and rasa penat lepas tu mmg malas dah nak pk pasal event2 kawin nih.. Cuma enjoy sahaja.. Huhu.. Then berbalik pada citer tadi.. mlm ni makan sorang lagi.. Memula ingatkan best sbb bole pilih nak makan kat mana.. biasa dua2 berebut nak pilih mkn kat mane.. tetiba.. hari ni bole pilih sendiri tapi tak rasa gembira pun bole pilih tmpt mkn yg sendiri suka.. *Memandang dinding dgn sedih*.. Abg, cepatla balik.

Bulan Februari -- Feels Ambitious

Finally! The carrymark calculation dah siap.. Bolehla lepak sampai minggu depan.. Tinggal nak jaga exam.., then marking and submit marks.. Next sem ada dua lab jek.. Yes!.. jaga lab paling termudah.. sbb takyah pk nak buat quiz apa..nak pk midterm nak buat apa.. then students so far cuma 55 org.. one of the smallest group yg pnah ajar.. biasanya every semester mesti cecah 200 students.. Fuh next sem mmg lepak.. Bahagia...

Tapi bebaru ni mmg bnyk sgt benda nak buat.. tak sempat nak update entry diet ku.. Entah apa la dah jadi.. Tapi berat still sama.. Kali ni ingat nak update per week jela.. Mudah. Tak membazir space.. huhuh..

Setelah berfikir2 sekian lama.. akhirnya aku dah decide nak sambung PHD under biasiswa Universiti.. so tunggu sampai turn aku.. then boleh apply cuti belajar.. dan gaji jalan.. tapi nak tunggu pun lama dlm 9 tahun kot baru la sampai turn.. sbb tak rasa bole focus semua benda dlm satu masa.. Skrg nak focus kelas ngan research pun tak mampu.. apatah lagi kalau kawin. sat lagi kerjaya ke mana, keluarga ke mana.. Biarla lmbt asal selamat.. Then apa yg nak di buat skrg ialah.. try to mohon semua funding yg ada.. kalau IPTA funding diaorg nye research tak main la MOSTI ke, FRGS ke..yg dlm Malaysia.. Diaorg nak international funding..(Gempak tak gempakla).. Kitaorg ni still MOSTI ke E-Science ke masih diambil kira.. So I want to start dgn apa yg nak di study dulu.. then try mohon FRGS ke sampai dpt.. Then bila dah pandai buat research sendiri.. n sambil2 ada students yg buat final year project.. so menambahkan lagi pengalaman untuk buat research and projek2 kecik... Hopefully akan menambahkan kepandaian untuk further PHD nanti.. dan jugak.. bole tau which will be my research area yg paling diminati..

Dlm uniten, ada sorang ni kot yg sgt bole jadi idola.. younger than me.. but sgt ambitious... dah start sambung PHD.. part timer.. it is not easy to be part timer PHD.. Sbb have lots of work.. So kagum betul ngan dia nih.. Hope to be as successful as she is..