Journey of my life

Lots of things had happen dari start first day I'm working until now.. Perjalanan yg berduri2.. sometimes ada straight line.. sometimes bengkang bengkok. Tapi all those things really open my eyes to see everything   through different perspectives.. Dulu akan tertanya2.. why this thing only happening to me?.. Rasa mcm aku je yg melalui proses yg paling kritikal.. Being stabbed behind my back. Been in the situation that drop your self esteem form 100 to 0 hehe.. But you know what.. once you start wake up from the feeling of frustration .. start walking.. even you don't know where to go.. eventually without you know it you solve it bit by bit.. or you will found something precious along the way.

I'm stronger.. appreciate things more in my life right now than ever. All the craziness things that happen to my life really2 did change me.. The situation is not changing but the only thing that have change is the way I look at it.. It could never hurt me anymore.. It took me 2 years to really understand it.. And it even change my relationship with Allah. 

The second best thing that happen to me is my marriage.. I really felt like in heaven after married.. Sampai rasanya kalau tahu mcm ni punya best kawin, boleh tak nak kawin lagi awal? hehe.. It's about sharing your life with someone that love you to eternity. and to laugh, watching movies, laugh again.. and spend times walking down the road holding hands like you never want to let go.. and to have someone sitting there next to you when you do your work.. even he cannot help you but it's like he is going through it with you,.. and usually with him around I can finish my work faster..

I think I might have really understand this words now..

When you see every door is close around you.. Allah will left one window for you.. So even you don't where is the window and don't know how's the window looks like.. Just keep walking and keep trying.. because eventually your problem will be solve.. I believe in that.. Really2 believe it now.. 

Little white cafe

Bebaru ni one of my best friend ajak pergi breakfast at one place near nasi ulam seksyen 9. Sister in law dia la promote cakap best and cantik tmpt tu.. Me?? Pepagi dah start dgn western ni tak la suka sgt..tapi try la jugak since she insist,, 

Then look at the menu. Pun tak tau nak start makan dgn apa.. Plus the price is quite expensive.. Then I try the Omelette cheese and my friend try begal with cream and cheese.. The omelette emmm tak fancy sgt la.. sbb rasa cam hanyir.. tak sure la org lain.. different orang will have different taste.. And my friend try la bagi begal dia.. Peh sedapnya.. Teringat2 sampai petang rasa dia.. Rasa dia yg keras2.. plus with the cream and cheese... Mmg Sedap!.. Sbb kedai dia for me mcm expensive untuk pergi hari2 maka tgkla youtube mcm mana nak buat begal.. Nape tak cantik pun mcm kat kedai tu punya.. 

So for those yg nak try.. 

this is how the cafe look

Take a peek! :)

Life after marriage

Life after marriage was really2 busy..I'm not sure about other people.. but I'm sure don't have the opportunity to bermalas2 lagi.. From morning till evening.. studying, reading,marking, preparing for class.. ptg balik masak, membasuh baju.. and mlm plak.. session berbual and watching movies with my husband.. so sgt2 jarang ada opportunity nak buat benda lain.. kalau ada masa pun baik tido.. sbb keletihan.. Weekend plak selalunya once a month balik perak.. Other weekend balik umah my mom or kuar2 jalan2.. So life lepas kawin ni mmg full activity.. Tapi mostly weekend dipenuhi dgn undangan perkahwinan so far.. my husband mmg la org yg suka g wedding member2.. So biasanya aku ikut ajelah kan.. walaupun rasanya aku ni mmg la payah nak kuar umah.. hehe.. skrg?? well have to la kan..

Citer pasal abang aku merisik.. Kitaorg balik JB rumah my auntie.. then pagi2 nak merisik tu baru tau diaorg tak beli cincin lagi.. Sibuk beli barang2 hantaran tapi lupa beli cincin.. Dgn laju2nya pergi jusco tebrau beli cincin risik masa tu harga still mahal lagi.. RM197 per gram.. peh.. cincin kosong jek dah RM300++.. Terpaksa la.. skrg dah jatuh giler dah sbb ekonomi kut,,Then balik2 baru la sibuk nak beli bunga la nak hias la.. Nak merisik kol 2 nih.. Nasib la jugak sempat semua nya.. tapi dia org buat kecil2an jek la kan.. Sbb nk kawin bulan satu.. tak cukup budget + membazir jek buat besar2.. So akhirnya konpem buat bulan satu nih.. on 7th January.. walaupun dgn abg aku yg tak tau apa2 pasal nak kawin.. baru tau kena amik borang2 bagai dan menghadapi bnyk kesukaran mengisi borang.. And last weekend baru diaorg first time pergi kursus kawin... Tmpt nya harus la tmpt kitaorg dulu.. Sbb kat situ mmg best.. My brother pun cakap best... 

So skrg every weekend jek my mom menghilang balik ke jalan TAR.. tapi skrg dah tau la kan nak g mana.. since experience masa my wedding dulu.. Pelamin kali ni gunakan khidmat kak Wani lagik..(Kerja Kahwin). since dia buat lawa and harga affordable.. kali ni theme colour merah putih..Aku sgt2 excited and masih lagi excited on wedding.. Rasa sgt best wedding ituh.. best pilih2 baju.. baca2 blog pasal other bride to be.. pk pasal hantaran.. tapi dah takde dah semua tu.. Once in a life time sahaja..

Oklah that's all peeps.. update for now :)

Update citer pas kawin

Salam Raya ke - 25,

Wah dah nak habis raya dah kan.. Pejam celik pejam celik jek.. Blog ni mmg la tak berusik semenjak kawin.. Sibuk la kan konon2 nya... Life after married fuh.. penat.. baru tahu macam mana susah nya jadik bini orang.. Selama ni kerja2 umah tak pikir org lain.. Skrg hamik ko.. dari depan sampai dapur, kena kemas, balik kerja terus memasak, membasuh, melipat kain.. Dulu ada pk.. lantak la 2 minggu baju tu tak berlipat.. Ni belum bertiga, beempat.. kalau ada nanti tak tau la.. baru kau tau pengorbanan mak bapak membesarkan ko.. Dok la melawan lagi kan..

Hari ni plak nak terus runner g JB.. Ada majlis merisik for my brother haha.. Then bulan Januari depan terus berlangsung satu lagi wedding.. Terus rasa nak kawin after wedding kitaorg harituh.. Takleh blah nak tunggu saat dia cuak dinikahkan hehe.. Mesti kelakar giler.. Oklah gotta run.. Nak balik umah dah siap2... Update lepas merisik later!!

My raya holiday

Huh hari ni start bekerja.. Start dgn penat dan malas giler.. Blues week terus nih.. bukan monday je lagi dah... Sampai2 sumpah tak tau nak start wat kerja camana.. Iyelah kelas tak start lagi.. Next week baru start kelas.. So tinggal check2 report budak FYP and do some grading for students final marks.. Selepas tghari baru la ada semangat! hehe

So last weekend is raya holiday!! My first experience beraya as wife, daughter in law and all that.. New environment tapi easily can adapt sbb rasanya pengalaman berpuasa kali pertama as husband and wife lebih mencabar rasanya.. So kitaorg start balik kg on Monday and stay kat Perak sampai khamis.. Huhu pening kepala layan anak2 buah yang tetiba ramai hehe.. Then Khamis terus gerak ke terengganu which take us like 7 hours to arrive at Kemaman,.. Penat takyah citerla.. Tapi kat sana tak g jalan2 mana2 pun.. sbb waktu pg umah sanak saudara dah habis on raya kedua.. .. Sedih :( .. Pastu esoknya g kuantan.. terus amik kesempatan cuti kat gambang water park.. Not bad la kat situ.. aku cuma ble main 4 benda jek.. Kolam kanak2 yang ala2 ada patung ikan piranha pastu ikan tu simbah2 air.. 

ramai2 tunggu air dalam mulut ikan tu penuh.. 

Second ala2 main pelampung kat beach tipu... itupun dok kat gigi2 air jek.. 

oh nama dia coco beach ok

Pastu third one.. pusing2 kat cam terusan naik pelampung jugak.. 

and lastly gelongsor air.. tapi pendek jek.. Still aku sorang je kot yang menjerit cam hilang anak tekak.. diaorg relaks jek.. Menggigil kaki gua beb.. Yang abg aku siap boleh berdiri atas pelampung tu... berlagak beb..

takkan naik untuk kali kedua..

My brother and sister jek yang berani pergi try semua extreme things kat water park tu.. tapi diaorg kata paling menakutkan are the galaxy ride sbb dia gelap tak nmpk apa2.. tetiba je tunggang terbalik.. 

galaxy ride

ngan 6 lane racer.. The longest in Malaysia katanya.. 

 sile lumba

My sister siap hampir tercampak.. sbb mmg laju giler.. nak tercabut jantung.. Haha... kalau aku dah koma kut masa kat tgh jalan.. 

So after that mlm tu terus gerak balik KL.. Mmg penat giler.. cian my hubby drive sorang and me sleeping sampai KL... So that's it pengalaman cuti raya kali ni,, full activity!  Anyway I want to take this opportunity to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri.. Maaf zahir dan batin