Happy birthday abg!!

12 Jun 2013 pukul 5 pm:

     Hairos demam, teman dia pg klinik balik dia terus tido sampai 4 pm.. Bangun2 dia g mandi, then dia dok type msg kat facebook.. Dalam hati hmpmhh "buat apa la tu kan?.. Dok bermsg ngan sape la " 

Oleh kerana inginkan kejujuran maka aku pun tanya la.. abg buat apa tu,, Then dia jawab "Ohh tgh balas msg zaki ni (cousin) .. Zaki tanya mana kek?

Aku? Blur.. Nape dgn kek? Dgn konfi tanya lagi.. Nape dgn kek? Hairos jawab "Ohh dia wish birthday abg nih"

Dang!

Apa??????

O.M.G

I FORGOT..

Then cakap la.. hehehehheh Happy Birthday.. sengih kasi lebih sikit.. Tapi dia tak marah pun..( entah2 dia pun tak ingat.). Tapi don't worry abg hadiah dah tersedia untukmu.. Tandanya rina mmg ingat..tapi di hari ini je rina lupa..

Hadiah berupa package percutian 2 hari 1 malam di Golden Palm Tree Resort..

Actually dah lama aku beli voucher hotel ni.. and purposely nak pilih 15 jun untuk stay kat situ on weekend since birthday hairos on 12 jun.. tapi 15 jun full plak.. so pilih la 22 jun.. So next week it is!.. Nak pergi golden palm tree tu ingat plak.. tapi the reason kenapa pergi sana boleh plak tak ingat.. Lepas dari tu baru tersedar pilih hotel tu sebelum ni mmg semata2 untuk celebrate birthday dia pun.. haha.. See See I remember tau..

Memula pilih hotel tu sbb ada offer dari upline tupperware - Kak Za
Dia ada voucher untuk dok one of the villa kat situ..
So harga dia dari 600++ - 700++ jadik rm470 je for weekend
So grab jelah.. Dia still ada lagi voucher tu..
Kalau korang nak blehla tanya kat dia..
Kak Za facebook link

Pastu kebetulan masterchef celebrity pun ada buat masak2 kat sana hari tu.. Hairos la cakap cantik la tmpt nih.. So that's why la decide nak try kat sana..

So happy birthday abg!!.. Happy Honeymoon the 2nd too.. hehe

May you wish always come true..



P/S: After balik nanti review camane kat situ.. 

Plan birthdayku

Seperti yang diketahui oleh aku dan suami, next week is my birthday 300313. First time sambut dgn humaira.. Weee best2.. Tak decide lagi nak buat apa, nak makan dekat mana.. nak g mana.. tapi nk tahun ni sambutan lagi best walau hanya kitaorg bertiga..

Asyik plan untuk farewell party org je kat ofis ni.. party sendiri tak nak plan ke kan?

Ada mcm2 plan,

Nak pg lepak2 taman,,

Nak pg Aquaria,, --> ni nak anak yg bergumbira

Nak pg IKEA -->saje mencuci mata tgk barang2 cantik. ni pun therapy diri.

Semua nya low cost kan abg?.. Isteri yang baik harus selalu memikirkan budget suaminya. hehe.. 

Dapat kad raya!

Masuk2 ofis pagi ni.. Tetiba nmpk something atas meja that make me smile throughout the day.

Kad raya untuk tahun ni :)

For me giving me card raya lebih penting daripada bagi card harijadi. Kenapa?.. I have nostalgic memory on card hari raya.. Masa kecik2 dulu me and my cousin selalu akan p komtar JB tiap2 tahun untuk beli kad raya untuk kawan2 kitaorg.. and kitaorg akan bg to each other jugak.. Tapi skrg org dah tak minat bagi2 kad raya ni.. Diaorg lebih suka hantar e kad raya atau pun bagi sms jek.. Tapi bagi card raya tak sama mcm sms for me.. sbb kita akan peruntukkan card raya and ada effort untuk tulis kad raya tu untuk si penerima tu je.. tak mcm sms which is ble forward je msg tu untuk ramai2 org hehe..

So this tradition sentiasa diteruskan oleh aku and cousin sampai skrg ni.. and skrg I do it with my husband... walaupun dia pun tak pnah bagi2 kad raya sebelum ni tapi appreciate benda yang aku suka.. hehe.. Reading words from his handwriting really2 meaningful to me.. :)

Anniversary ke 1

Pagi2 tadi tetiba my husband cakap "Lagi 5 hari ".. I was like "5 hari apa eh"

"5 hari lagi nak anniversary"

Dang! I forgot.. huhuhuh... Aiyoyo..

Then dia cakap "lupa la tu"...

Huhu *sweating*...

Emm nak p mana eh.. camna nak celebrate.. My friends nye rancangan sgt best.. Honeymoon balik ke merata2 tempat..

Tapi nak p mana2 mmg tak sempat dah la..Dahlah nak pose,... Emmmhh p makan2 jelah jawabnya..

I just know the answer =).

I had asked Hairos, will he wait for me if i let say were in coma for years.. and he said: Yes.. tanpa ragu and he had asked me the same question and I would answer.. Emm i don't know yet because yelah kan... mana lah kita tau perasaan kita waktu tu berubah ke tak kan?.. kenala tgk keadaan dulu.. kang janji2 kang tapi tak tepati.. dah munafik pulak..

But today I already know the concrete answer. If he would ever ask me again.. I will answer : Yes, I will wait for you.. No matter how long it would take..because I just know how much you meant for me..

Our First Anniversary!

Yeay... Alhamdulillah today is our first anniversary as a couple I mean.. Actually not the first anniversary like saying I love you but the first anni as we open opportunity to each other.. Our relationship is quite complicated at first..then we kind of hurting each other and here we are standing and celebrating the first anniversary..

So still sometimes I have things that I wonder what should I do.. like spending my time with him.. I really love to spend every time that I have with him.. but i know it's not the thing that I want to do sometimes.. mcm nak teman g baiki kereta.. sungguhla malas kan.. rasa nak dok melepak kat umah.. tapi dari tone of his voice dia sgt la kecewa.. and I love spending time with don't get me wrong but to go to the place that I felt bored mmg la sgt malas.. tapi sometimes I felt that I don't want to miss everything that he does in his life.. the things that he love to do.. 

He loves everything about car and I love Books.. and everytime we went to any shopping places, I will certainly went to the bookstore.. he will always be there for me.. menemani walaupun dia akn yawned everytime he sees me flipping to the pages,, but he still going to be there for me.. to show that he support whatever that I do.. and he is sure wonder why I love books.. same goes here, even i wonder apa yg dia suka sgt pg kedai brothers, workshop and talking about cars all the time.. but that's is the meaning of marriage rite. (when i get married one day) learning of what he loves and he learn about what i love,,, it doesn't mean you forget about what you want.. and forget about who you are but you are just learning and accepting your partner.. and where to go from here --> I think we will understand each other more.. and learn to listen to what he said.. and from there he may listen to you plak... 

Happy anniversary abg!.. I love you so much.. and I hope we can celebrate it until our golden years.. 

One of our favourite pics.. We put it on our hp screen saver.

Apa maknanya cinta?

Bebaru ni Hairos went to a course for a week and selama seminggu tu jugak la aku bersendirian g makan sorang2.. To me : tak kisah sgt la jugak sbb selama before bercinta ngan dia pun aku mmg da independent .. Tapi ada satu benda yg sgt mengharukan pada aku la kan yg dia buat yg hopefully aku akan ingat sampai bila2.. 

That day: Diaorg akan dapat kupon mkn setiap hari tau sebanyak RM10.. So dgn berbekalkan RM10 tu lah dia g lepak mkn ngan kawan2 dia.. Sbb kan masa tu kitaorg baru lepas tunang.. and gaji bulan dec diawalkan n gaji Januari dilambatkan so ble bayangkan kitaorg of course dah pokai.. and then kitaorg ckp lepas ni kalau dpt gaji jek kita g mkn McD eh.. Sbb teringin nak mkn prosperity yg ada bila chinese new year jek.. 

and then ada satu hari tu dia dpt kupon McD sebanyak rm10 la jugak kan.. and benda yg paling mengharukan.. dia tak nak guna kupon tu sbb dia rasa lebih baik dia simpan kupon tu untuk mkn ngan aku ptg kang..(tp tak ingat dia mkn lunch ke tak masa tu) Sbb dia kata mkn ngan aku sesama lagi best.. .. truly RM10 takla bnyk mana.. tapi sbb yg penting dia ingat.. Ingatan tu yg penting.. 

 I think I cry that day..sbb cam terharu and sebak.. I just want to dedicate this song to him.. (Anuar Zain - Sedetik lebih)

Setiap nafas yang dihembus

Setiap degupan jantung

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Dalam sedar dibuai angan

Dalam tidur dan khayalan

Aku selalu memikirkanmu

Ternyata ku perlukan cinta dari dirimu sayang

Barulah terasa ku bernyawa

Kasihku…ku amat mencintai kamu

Kerana kau beri erti hidup

Ku kan terus mencinta sedetik lebih selepas selamanya

Di kala penuh ketakutan dengan badai kehidupan

Ku bersyukur adanya kamu

Biarlah kehilangan semua yang dimiliki di dunia

Asal masih adanya kamu

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Movie marathon + missing someone

Baru je boring2 tghari tadi and suddenly my sister nak cari citer Pocong 3 kat youtube and paksa aku teman dia tgk.. then cari2 tak jumpa.. So jumpa la citer lain.. Citer The Real Pocong.. Ashraf Sinclair plak tu yg berlakon.. Not bad jugak... Bukan sbb citer dia takut sgt tapi jalan citer dia yg best.. Terus rasa Ashraf Sinclair tu hensem.. Then pnah tau dia berlakon citer "saus kacang" dgn wife dia dulu.. Then cari la citer tu kat youtube jugak..

Emm.. not bad jugak la.. sbb sgt merindui Bali.. (citer ni based kat Bali) and suddenly sgt merindui Hairos.. Dia going back to his hometown sbb cuti lama and uruskan hal2 kahwin.. lagi 5 bulan satu hape pun tak gerak.. Serius tak buat pape pun.. tak booking satu apa pun lagi.. Khemah ke, catering ke, pelamin ke.. Dan kitaorg even tak tau pun lagi nak letak apa dlm hantaran.. Hantaran nak bg berapa pun tak decide.. Yg decide tarikh jek.. Yg aku ni plak depend 100% kat WP,.. Hopefully dia betul2 boleh diharapkan.. Kata starting bulan dua nak start ukur baju.. tapi takde citer pun lagi.. Entahla..And skrg tgh tunggu gambar tunang.. dah sebulan lebih.. gambar tunang pun tak tau rupa bentuk camane.. haha.. Since tunang and rasa penat lepas tu mmg malas dah nak pk pasal event2 kawin nih.. Cuma enjoy sahaja.. Huhu.. Then berbalik pada citer tadi.. mlm ni makan sorang lagi.. Memula ingatkan best sbb bole pilih nak makan kat mana.. biasa dua2 berebut nak pilih mkn kat mane.. tetiba.. hari ni bole pilih sendiri tapi tak rasa gembira pun bole pilih tmpt mkn yg sendiri suka.. *Memandang dinding dgn sedih*.. Abg, cepatla balik.

Love = Electricity? No wonder I work in uniten..

Bebaru ni I watch this korean series.. Title He's Beautiful.. Not Bad la citer dia.. Lagi best dari coffee prince kot..

He's Beautiful

Then citer ni mcm biasala.. ada 3 lelaki suka kat satu pompuan ni.. citer2 cam ni.. kalau bole mcm dia la satu2 nye pompuan yang wujud la dlm dunia..pastu lelaki lain frust and ada sorang ni tanya kenapa suka kat hero tu.. Pompuan ni ckp sbb masa dia pegang tangan lelaki tu.. dia rasa electrical shock.. And I was stunned.. Dia hanya pilih lelaki tu berdasarkan kriteria tu jek.. It makes me recall something..When I was a teenager, I will always melanggan majalah Remaja.. (And kini tak lagi ye.. sbb information dia mcm kurang padat dan isi yang semua org pun dah tau).. Then in Remaja.. pnah ada satu article ni citer mcm mana kita nak tau adakah kita mencintai seseorang itu..Ciri2 nya amatla mudah..

#1. ketika anda memandang matanya, anda merasakan sesuatu

#2. Ketika si dia memegang tangan anda, anda merasakan ada aliran elektrik dlm tubuh anda

#3. Anda menangis ketika berjauhan dengannya

Something like that la.. Dan aku mcm Oh come on la, bole tak bagi nasihat yang aku masih tak tau... kalau jawab kuiz pun dia nye multiple choice terlalu terang2 kepada jawapan.. So no point pun amik kuiz tu.. Sbb tu aku amik keputusan untuk berhenti melanggani majalah tersebut.. sambung citer tadi

Kemudian pada saat ini aku merasakan ada benarnya apa yang dikatakan dlm kedua2 cerita tadi.. sama ada dlm citer korea tu atau dlm majalah remaja.. Cuma aku tak pnah amik pusing sbb pada aku.. apa kaitannya rasa electrical shock tu dgn percintaan aku.. I have been in that situation di mana someone hold my hands and I do feel that electrical shock running in my body.. And I really2 love this guy now.. Is this thing called chemistry.. Honestly I dont know..

To make me realize that I am in love now really make me took a long journey.. I have been hurt before and after that I promise myself even though I'd be in a relationship, I'll make sure he will love me more.. and it is not a healthy relationship.. hasilnya semua org menderita.. really waste of time.. Up to until now I realize betapa gembiranya memiliki cinta..no matter you have to cry sometimes for the love, and feel sakit bila jealous.. but it makes you happy because of the love in the air...

(Flashback)At one time my sister always gaduh2 ngan bf dia  and I will always said that Lucky me because I'm keeping my heart more for me and I will never suffer like you.. but I never felt the happiness.. Truely my heart is an empty soul.. But now I know and I realize how happy to have someone that love us as much as we love him.. and my sister akan pulangkan paku buah keras.. "Skrg kau dah paham kan apa aku rasa".. aku tersengih je time nih..

So adakah anda semua pnah rasakan electrical shock itu.. But that doesnt mean you havent found the love of your life k if you never felt it.. (ada gak yang putus hbgn sebab kata2 aku ni kang) Everyone experience is different ok..